I realized that I’ve been lacking something..
..and that thing, is Passion. The thing about me is that I am such an open minded person that it’s hard for me to have such strong, emotional, PASSION for one belief. I am so accepting when it comes to change. I find it easier to not have such strong feelings for one idea because I am so open to the possibility that I might be wrong. So I ask myself… Is this a bad thing? Should I start changing the way that I think? For now, I don’t know. but I do know that Passion is an essential characteristic in the person that I wish to become. So to help me get to that point in life, I am focusing all the Passion I have within myself towards my journey to become successful. SUCCESS, SUCCESS, SUCCESS! I strongly believe in the idea that you have to be happy with yourself, before you can be happy with someone else; and to be Successful in life, physically/mentally/financially will make me that happy person that I knew that I have the potential to become. And a quick update, I am finally enrolling into Pierce College in Winter Quarter and after 2 months of unemployment I just got hired today at Subway! I’m basically taking bigger and bigger steps to get where I need to be. I’ve been seeing a lot of progress lately, and it feels GREAT! On a side note, A relationship will only be the icing on the cake, something that I’m honestly not interested in right now. At this point in life, seeking to be accepted into a relationship will only distract me from my long-term goals I have planned for myself. But who knows? God works in mysterious ways, so ANYTHING can happen on this road that I’m traveling on.. just know that I’m ready for whatever life has in store for me.
